stop and think for a second, alan..

i dont really know, but i think im an empty shell with next to no feelings most of the time. dont i care about other things other than myself, dont i care abt other people. maybe i do, i just dont realize it yet. but from what im seeing now.. sigh. maybe im wrong but at least im posting this as a reminder to myself to stop and think about how other people may feel before i do something idiotic that might hurt someone. or something as damaging.