Friday, May 22, 2009

emotional

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well nowdays i dont get access to the internet much so these dates are the real dates that i wrote these posts.
Have you ever beenin a relationship? Stupid question, yeah, but have you REALLY been in a relationship? One that you think would work. Some call it knowing that youve found the 'one'. I personally think its bullshit. Anyone could be the one. But everyone wants that nice feeling of having found that person. Anyways, if you think you have, well, prepare to get hurt. I dont think those feelings can actually last very long, well, not if yr my age(waaayyy tooo young to believe smething like that). A while back, i got this seggestion from a friend to write down my thoughts when i get sleepy(since, it seems, when i get sleepy, wierd and occasionally interesting facts start coming out from my mouth). Once there was this quote i remembered: "Hope is the first step on the road to disappointment", it was from the warhammer 40k librarian. lol. It was kinda true and logical, really. You cant expect people to always feel the same way you do. So thats where i confirmed my theory that when i get emotionally down, i start to write songs, since im writing one now..

Alan is emotional, a little bit too much 

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